Just feel frustrated today.

Maybe because I have to take care of Xiaobu all day long, without any relaxation. At night, he didnt sleep well. He woke up almost every hour, crying. I even didnt remember how many times he got up last night. At 7am, he woke up and pooed. So I had to clean it. But I was really very sleepy. Although I know his grandma hopes I could get up early in the morning, I still went to bed. If I dont, maybe I would be sick.

After I got up and had breakfast, Xiaobu was together with me till just now, 9:30pm, almost 12 hours. Just no relaxation. I dont know why I feel so tired and frustrated these days. Today his grandma said they were here just to help and I should do the most job. Maybe I havent adjusted to the role yet. Xiaobu has been sick for some days and it is even more tiring than usual. I dont know from what time on, he likes crying, even after I feed him.

Hope tomorrow I can have a better mood.